Sunday, December 24, 2006
well.. maybe sometimes..
hi everyone its been a long time since i posted an entry..
sorry that i've to allow you to wait sooooooooo long.
well.. been kinda busy for the pass few days with lotsa stuff especially work..
but heck i aint gonna blog about it..
what i want to blog about now is what happened today on the 24th of december 2006..
today morning started off kinda rush cause i woke up kinda late..
service was alright but being tired my mind drifted off..
the girls singing was so soothing that i tink if i was in bed it would have put me to sleep immediately..
after service went around to wish people merry christmas eve..
okay.. it just reached 12 MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
after that we went for lunch...
then we went to play lan..
now there's where i did something bad..
well.. initially i told my mom that i'm going for the night service..
well.. after playing lan for say about 5 hrs..
glenn decided not to go and so did japheth and bird..
so being follower.. i just follow them lo.. without thinking of the consequences...
so we continued to play on till 9+ which then i left and took a cab home..
well when i reached home..
i cooked up a story that i was listening during the service and i didnt know who led worship and blah blah blah..
so my mom questioned alot of stuff and in the end i just said that after worship i just left and went downstairs to talk with japheth and bird..(sorry to have used ur names guys and gals..)
well.. about 30 mins later she came back and ask why i decieved them and asked whether i knew it was wrong and why didnt i apologise and all that stuff...
there's one simple reason why i chose what i chose..
well.. cause i didnt wan to anger her.. and i tot i could smoke through it..
well.. in the end she gt angry anyway.. and i really hate it when she's angry..
whether i tell the truth or not she'll still get angry for no apparent reason..
to those who knows about it you should know how i feel..
there are times when i seriously wanna just hit something..
but oh wells.. i'm still learning to control myself so ya...
there are so many things that i want to do but still cant..
argh.. there are so many things i do that i tot could be for the better..
guess i was wrong..
well.. merry christmas is suppose to be happy and i will just have to try and be i guess.
whats the worst thing is that she said that dont you know that it is a sin..
hello.. of course i know its a sin..
i just read a verse today..
if a person sins forgive the person,
if on the same day a person sins 7 times forgive him 7 times.
i know i'm in the wrong..
but at times you just dont have to go that far right?
well.. people who read this just know that i'm going through hard times and try not to go to my family matters lest i wanna share it with ya..
there are lotsa stuff people dont know about me..
but i guess only time will tell its secrets..
i do wish u all a merry christmas and a happy new year..
goodnights..
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